What a day!

Well as I anticipated the fundraiser was terrible horrible. Is that even correct English? Anyway, it was me, my family, Sherri and her kids, and Melony and her family. Can you believe that all that work put into it for NOTHING. I felt so bad. Even the girls that worked wouldn't let me pay them. They said to put that money towards the walk. I was so horribly disappointed. I just wanted to cry. I felt bad that she opened up the whole facility to us for nothing. I need to find something nice to do for her. Any ideas? I told her I would put her organization name on our banner for the walk and email her a Picture. But I was embarrasses and disappointed. I tried to handle it with grace and act as if it didn't bother me, but the truth is it did. I bothered me alot. I feel sad that it was for a great cause and no one showed up. Why does everything I do fail? Am I just a failure in life. I sire feel like it. I hate that. Well enough of my pitty party.
This week has been a long one. Michael was gone until tonight, I am so Glad he finally got home. The girls have been good, but it is hard to get everything done alone. Thank God for my neighbors who took Hailee to school everyday so I didn't have to get everybody out the door by 7:20. I was approved to be a troop leader for Hailee's brownies so that is good. Now I just have to get the troop together. I do new leader orientation on Monday then next Saturday Brownie age level training. It will be alot of work, but it will be fun. I also took over as playgroup leader for MOMS club, and from my old playgroup that I didn't fit with today I got an email saying they no longer wanted to be a MOMS Club playgroup. I have to wonder if they just don't want to deal with me. But who knows. So we will see how that goes too. anyway I am tired I will update more tomorrow. Goodnight. Hug and kiss your family and tell them you love them, today is gone and tomorrow may never come........