2 Princess' and a Prince: Where is Home?

Home is where the heart is, and in the long run does it matter where that is as long as you and your family are there together? My answer to that is yes it does. I miss my family in Texas, I miss my friends in Ohio, but we have made a life here and I don't want to leave it. I don't want Hailee to have to leave her friends that she has made here. Change is just so hard on her. I like this area, and although I haven't made the bonds I made in Ohio I do have friends here and I don't want to leave them. I have tried to get involved here with Hailee's activities and lately I am throwing myself into the light the night walk. since Friday the reality that maybe we will have to move again is starting to sink in. I have asked God to please help me out with this and if it is his will for us to move than so be it, but I don't want that. Although I know that he has a plan, again I am in the wait and see mode of what that plan is. I just really want to find a home where we can stay and live out the rest of our lives there. Where we know we are going to stay and not move our family again. How can it be that the last year and a half of our lives have been filled with so many changes? How can it be that we cant find that happy place? Man I am so tired of this feeling.

Tonight I went out with some girls, and they were talking about buying new houses and such and all I could think was man do I wish I had a house of my own. Heck I just want to know where my home is. Is that really too much to ask? We went out to eat tonight and to a movie. We saw nanny diaries, it was good I read the book a few years ago, so it was nice to have that advantage.

Hailee had her first Girl Scout meeting today, she was very shy to go in the meeting without mom, but Lainey she was ready to go. It was funny. Hailee finally warmed up to the idea and went in with the other girls, I think she had a good time. We don't really have a troop yet, as we don't have a troop leader. I have started the steps to become a troop leader, but who knows if they will pick me. We shall see. But as I learned tonight it is alot of work, but honestly I think I would enjoy it, and I know Hailee would love for her mom to be the troop leader. So I will keep you posted when I hear back from them.

I took Lainey to the Dr. today as I was sure she had pneumonia again, but he said her lungs are clear. I think in a couple of days that will not be the case. Poor girl I gave her a few breathing treatments, and it got to the point where she was coughing so hard she couldn't catch her breath and she said I want a Garrett treatment. It was cute. She knows that Garrett uses the breathing machine so she thought they were Garrett treatments. Well I will close with some cute pictures.