It comes in waves

The grief for the the loss of my grandma comes and waves and I fell all alone in my grief. I feel like I cant talk to anyone about it and it hurts so deeply. My grandpa had told me he would send me a picture of her headstone, but he just never did. So I thought there has to be a way to find a picture on the web. Well there is. And it is beautiful.



I just miss her so much. I know that we all grieve in our own way and I am just having a really hard time with it. I don't know where to turn. I know that she is with me watching me daily, but that is just not enough for me.

I will move on to more cheerful things now. The kids are all doing well, and are glad to be back at school, well H is. Step Son says his classes are all boring. So I guess that means he doesn't like them. Hailee got her report card yesterday and it was much improved over last time. I am glad. She is still having some trouble in reading, but she just lacks the confidence. So we will work on this. Today i let them get out the paints and paint, then we played with play dough. They had a great time.
Well that is all for now, till next time remember to hug and kiss your family and tell them you love them, today is gone and tomorrow may never come......................