Sorry I haven't been keeping up lately, but things are just so darn hectic around here. Hubby left Monday for TX, and I will be here alone with the kids for a month and a half.
I had a great trip home, my grandpa was truly surprised about the party. It was so nice to be home with family and forget everything even if just for a few days. I am so stress about about this whole move thing. It seems to get harder each time we move. I have some really great friends here and I hate to leave again. I am afraid that I wont make friends that I will be lonely, that I wont find a house, that I wont get packed while here all alone. I wonder when we will have another paycheck, we don't know if we will get one this week, and so far I have no word on when hubby will get paid from there. I worry the impact the move will have on the kids. Today H who had previously said she wanted to move said she doesn't want to go. I know it is really hard on her, and I hate to move her again. As a mom I cant stand to see my kids upset, and she was upset about moving today. I just want the stress to come to an end. i want to be financially stable, and get the bills paid and not worry how we will make it through. Will that ever happen? I pray it will.
On the G news the Dr. called while I was in route to TX and left a message, that the biopsy reveled chronic esphogia, I am not sure what the means exactly I have read few things about it and they are scary, so I need to call, but so far this week I am playing catch up. And I have a horrible cough, allergies from TX. Anyway I will update more with pictures tomorrow.
2 comments:
Moving is never easy for kids. I think it's the not knowing what to expect and what is going to happen. Wes was only 20 months when we moved, but I brought him to the new house a few times before we actually moved. Now, I know that's not exactly easy for you, but maybe you could have your husband take some pictures of the town/city you are going to live in and the girls can look through them and become familiar with the new surroundings. Let them help you pack and make one small box for the two of them that they can put in the car during transport so they know their extra special stuff is close by.
I'm sorry that this isn't easy for you and your family, but you seem like an amazing mom and friend. Anyone would be lucky to have you to call on. Good luck to you all.
Thank you Jessica, you always make me feel better. We need to get together in real life. I know we would be great friends.
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