school is fast approaching

I cant believe it is almost time for school to start. As you can see we are focusing on hair this year in the past since I am hair challenged their hair hasn't looked that great but this will be different year. H is convinced that if she has cool hair she will have more friends.She has had a really had a really hard time making friends here for some reason. She made friends with two little girls at the other house but they are older than her and its hard for her. She had a terrible week last week where she decided she wants to go back to tn and be with her friends there. I feel bad for her and wish I could fix it for her, but I am praying that this will be the year she has friends. Since she thinks the hair will help I am hoping it will boost her self confidence and so therefore will help her. We will see. Amazingly we are ready for school minus the school supplies but we have clothes and shoes and backpacks so we are ready there. That is unusual for me since I generally wait but not this year and good thing because uniforms are about sold out everywhere. who knew?

I have been really challenged lately, I love the people that I work with but the amount of crap that goes on sometimes doesn't seem worth it. My boss most of the time never is satisfied with anything you do for her and constantly walks around talking about other employees to her workers. How is that right? As a manager you should never do that. I have also felt really closed off and lonely I have 2 friends here and Jenni has so much going on right now I don't see or talk to her much. Mara, is single with no kids and although she loves my kids and is great with them I know she doesn't want to hang out with the kids all the time so its very hard. I haven't talked to my mom since H's birthday on the 18th, not because I haven't called but she never answers when I do call. It makes me miss my grandma that much more. Hard to believe it has been 4 years since I talked to her.

We enrolled L and G in soccer this week and I cant wait to see them play. They are so excited. We are playing upward this year and I think it will be great for them. we are hoping to find something for H to do but her track record isn't that great so we are hesitant to sign her up for another thing that she will drop out of . She thinks she may want to do cheer leading so we may do that. L is going to a kindergarten camp next Tuesday they kids get to spend some one on one time with the teachers and then they will be grouped in classes this way. We will see what she thinks Tuesday. Well I guess that is all for tonight. Till next time remember to hug and kiss your family and tell them you love them, today is gone and tomorrow may never come............................